Fix You

When you try your best
But you don't succeed
When you what you
But not what you need
When you feel so tired
But you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down you face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to
Fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too high in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to

Fix you
Tears stream,down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream,down your face
And I
Tears stream,down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream,down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to
Fix you

What A Night...

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HI! 

Break Down

"The moment you break down crying.You hold in everything until the moment you are finally alone    in your room. You go to school, put up with all the people from school, you have to hold in your feelings and tears until you get home from school, your relationship with someone is now going down hill, then you have to deal with the shit your parents are giving you. One problem became something so much more to handle, every little thing in your life is going completely wrong and the moment you finally get time to be alone and catch a breather, you just sit there and break down thinking about everything."

I Miss You

August,23 2012

Sometimes I do really miss you.Something always bring me back to you.If only we can celebrate raya together like last year.I admit it that I really miss you and I still think about you even I say I'm over you.Honestly,I still hope you come back to me.I still waiting for your text or call.I still look at our pictures.I still think about you.I wish you think about me & miss me.I miss hearing your voice.I miss argue with you.I miss when you call me princess.Please come back to me.I know I'm fucking stupid if I gave you second chance but I still love you.I really hope that I can meet you somewhere.I really miss you.I still remember before you go to london you said you love me to infinity & beyond but you lied.You left me.You changed a lot when you come back from london.I don't know what happen to you.I really miss the old you.If you read this,I just want you to know that I really love you.I miss you so much.I miss when you kiss my forehead.I miss hearing you voice.I miss you bedtime story.I miss your hair.I miss our skype date.I miss hug you.I miss your hug when I'm afraid.I miss you accompany me when I can't sleep.I miss when you sing and I ask you to stop singing.I miss when you said you love me and you mean it.I miss everything about you naim,I really miss you.I hope you comeback to me.Please come back to me.

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SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.
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2 Months To Figure Out

I spent 2months trying to figure out what I did wrong.I spent 2 fucking months trying to understand how you could love me one day and say you had absolutely no feelings for me for the next,I spent 2months trying to get over you,thinking this school year I would be okay and if I saw you occasionally I wouldn't care.But fuck that.I'm still not over you and I don't think I ever will be.Because as much as I try to deny it,you were and will always be my first love but you were also my first true heartbreak.And every time I see you I'm filled with rage,anger and sadness.I'm enraged that you don't give me any acknowledgment.You pretend you don't destroyed me like that and don't even care.And finally,I am sad.Sad that I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that you will truly never come back to me.Never like me and never love me like I did.Don't talk to me.All you're gonna do is bring back more memories and worse than memories.

Understand

I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night.How pictures never changes but the people in them do.How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything get back.How you can let go of something you once said you couldn't live without.How even though you know something best for you,it just hurts the same.How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you,think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare.How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.How people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out...

I just don't understand....